bethofalltrades

Today I listed to a live version of "Coming Up" by Ani DiFranco and I started crying when the audience screamed the final word with her.

and whoever's in charge better take the elevator down and put more than change in our cup or else we are coming UP.

Then I cried at this cartoon, which tevriel sent me ages ago when I was on the brink of a total nervous breakdown:


Then I cried at this ljsecret:


Then I cried about my life.

Then I wondered if maybe I was pregnant. I tried to remember my last period and I couldn't. I tried to remember what I had for lunch two days ago and I couldn't.

Then I remembered that you generally have to have sex with men to get pregnant, so I figured barring immaculate conception, I was okay.

Then I took a shower and played "Louder" by Vermillion Lies. I played it loud. I sang lounder.

Then I cried in the shower, even louder.

Then I ate some French fries with Frank's Red Hot on them.

Then I shaved my legs. I haven't shaved my legs in almost two months. I bought razors a few days ago because it had gotten to the point that it annoyed me. I used three and now my body is relatively hairless.

Then I bought An Open I by Kate Morrissey.

Then I tried to talk to indecisean on the phone, but his phone was messed up.

Then I snuggled with Cinderella.

Then I IM'd Steven and realized how glad I am that he is home.

Then I IM'd the Wizzle and talked to her about what was bothering me and we bonded and made a plan to get trashed once she moves back to NYC.

And now I feel much better.

Love,
Beth

ps - Go download Vermillion Lies tunes for FREE--- or, if you dig them, choose what you pay for them. Please please please do it. They are amazing and coming on tour with Amanda in November!