bethofalltrades

There's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

Such profound things to come from the mouth of a muppet in a broadway musical, but there is definitely some truth in them.

Beth, i love your blogs and i love bethofalltrades, who ever she may be, as i cannot say that i love YOU because i dont know you which is a TOTAL shame! But it's not my fault you didn't come to New Zealand but that's not your fault either, that's just life. BUT!

My story had a point...
Ah yes.

That curiosity...that kind of...part of your brain that shuts off for 23 hours of the day but then comes out when you're not expecting it...that is sometimes the hardest bit to deal with. Initial pain and ache and distress eventually passes in time, as we all know. But that curiosity...depending on who she was...can eat at you for years. Yeeeeears, i say. And it's bordering on bizarre sometimes, how you find yourself wondering...just wondering. It never ends at Goodbye...does it?

I think it is so fucking amazing how one human can impact another's life temporarily or permanently and mostly without any idea or intention at all.

Well you impacted her...
She's impacted you...
You're impacting me.

The fact that you've learnt from her is what makes that curiosity completely worth it.

Beth, @bethofalltrades, Miss Hommel,
Whoever you are,
Wherever you are,
Whether or not we shall ever meet...
I love you.
Thankyou.
xox
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